I’ve been there for every low point, suicidal thought, every panic and anxiety attack, every purge and starvation. And i can’t see anyone else handling them but me. So when you tell me that people like you, guys would kill to be with you, how would they be able to, when I can’t handle myself, … More V


It’s been a year. And I don’t love you anymore. We aren’t friends anymore. Sometimes I still miss you though. Sometimes it’s 2 AM and I’m looking at the sun behind pink pillows of clouds. The sun that has not really set yet nor started to rise and I miss your hugs, and your laugh … More IV

Canada 2015

From the 16th of July to the 6 of August I was in Canada with my friend Anna. We stayed with one of her hosts families that she had while she was an exchange student there. We lived in Georgetown.We hung out with the host family and Annas friends. We went to a few parties,had … More Canada 2015


“Girls are played out to be these perfect things. And It makes most of the women population crazy. They either rebel or go to extremes to be perfect. Some girls do ugly things to rebel and prove a point, others take extreme measures to be perfect. So which is better dying to rebel or dying … More III


“I think we need to remember that we live for ourselves, and that only validation that we need is our own. That It doesn’t matter what your parents, friends, strangers or anyone thinks of you. We don’t live to meet their standards, we have to make our own standards,which we need to meet. And we … More II


“The thing is I think we don’t hate ourselves, but we hate what society makes us think we should be. We hate the way society makes people act. We hate how much it disfigures our own thoughts and belifes. Every one who is starving themselves, suffering from depression or anyone who thinks they are a … More I